Mercy Me

Hello everyone.  I am so glad that all of my buddies are working so hard and we’re all dedicated to this journey of ours.  I skipped out of work for a couple of hours today so I did my walk this afternoon, thank God because of course it rained AGAIN.

I didn’t have time to eat but I snacked nuts for B&L, for dinner I ate 3 coney dogs (no bread) and dessert sugar free jello w/ whipped topping. 

I didn’t want to do my tape tonight but I read Jhonica’s blog and I had to do it.  She can’t exercise and she was so bummed out that I felt guilty that I admire the results she has gotten but I wanted to skip out on my exercise tape.  NOT GONNA HAPPEN!  I did it and lasted 17 mins. (record) 

Congrats to everyone on all of the success and tribulations that we may have went through today but we are still headed toward our one united goal.  Remember, “what you do today will inspire someone tomorrow”.

I had a great day of exercise.  I walked my two miles today and I did my workout tape.I ate a low carb wrap (subway)for lunch with all the veggies I could fit in it.  I ate pork roast and greens for dinner.  I bought more jello and whipped topping.  I haven’t had any cravings either. 

Thanks everyone for letting me know that you guys are her for me.  Thank God I made it past the way I was feeling because usually I would have just binged on everything just because of one little slip up.  So thanks all you slim buddies out there!

Remember, “what you do today will inspire someone tomorrow”

I did my walk, 2.2 miles.  I had to something otherwise I would have had a pity party all by my self.I missed the first hour of Grey’s Anatomy, I guess that was punishment enough seeming it was the finale. Boy what a finale.I did my tape.  I lasted  15 mins.

Maybe since it’s still kinda early i’ll do my blog so everyone doesn’t see how I messed up today.  Yesterday was so hard and today I was still craving sweets.  I cooked a pork roast yesterday and I didn’t want it!  Today I cut it up to re-heat it and guess what?  I put some freakin BBQ sauce on it.  How stupid.  Of course now I fee like I got my fix and I’m ok. Now I feeel vulnerable.  I’m scared of quitting all together.  If I could cheat does that mean I’m weak enough to quit?  I want to cry right now beacause I failed!  This is serious.  More than get right back on track.  This is the same pattern that has kept me from succeeding all the other times.  I don’t feel like i’m giving up at all but what if that is next?  I just got an encouraging new buddie today and I still couldn’t fight the urge to eat it.  I did water it down does that count for anything?  Well, now I have to go work my butt off with this hard A tape of mine.  It’s been raining since wed. so I haven’t walked but twice since thurs.  PITIFUL!  I’M GOIN’ WALKING RAIN OR NO RAIN.  I’m sure I’ll have to blog again tonight.  Sorry buddies to let you down. 

I can’t stop eating.  I made a good dinner and I don’t want it.  So i made tuna and I can’t stop eating it. I have wanted something sweet all day.  I’ve eaten 3 sugar free jello with whipped topping I tried a new recipe and it was horrible it made me want cinnamon toast.  I just can’t satisfy whatever this is.  Anyone with any tips?  Slim Buddy in distress!

I was surprised that I could fit into a fat pair of jeans I couldn’t wear for quite some time now.  I can’t call them skinny jeans they were fat jeans I just got fatter. I felt kind a good today when I went to church with my new bra and fat jeans.

I didn’t do any workouts today but I still have this thing about eating.EVERYTHING! I went to the grocery store today and swore I could smell peanut butter cookies through out the whole entire store.I almost bought some cinnamon country crock shed spread but I took it out of my cart and bought real butter instead.

I’m waiting for dinner and then I’ll have a snack.  I had something disagree with me today.  I don’t know if it’s too much fake sugar or what.  But everyone have a great day and I hope everyone week starts out great.  Tonight I get to watch Desperate Housewives and Grey’s Anatomy.

Well let’s try this again. I finished my blog and of course I deleted it. Today I wanted to eat all day long.  My kids are gone for the weekend so it’s just me and the hubby.  We had applebees-steak w/parmesan cheese and grilled shrimp. Oh., and steamed broccoli.

Today was my day!  Whatever I wanted my hubby made it happen. I bought 3 new bras!  You know how new that makes us feel.  I finally broke down and bought those low carb ice cream bars.  Jhonica recommended butter pecan but I felt a little safer reguarding serving sizes.  one bar one serving.  With the ice cream whatever I put in my bowl is one serving.  I had to eat it as soon as I got home.

It rained all day again so I worked out @ my hubbies job.  35 min on the treadmill.  Tonight I’m going to do my tape.  Hopefully I’ll last more than 15 mins.( my record).  Well, good nite everyone and to all my buddies and supporters sorry for rambling on I had a trying day today. I had to come back and add that I did my tape with my hubby helping and did 16 minutes,  He was sweating like a

WELL, TODAY IT WAS RAINING ALL DAY AGAIN, WHICH MEANT I COULDN’T DO MY WALK.  I DID TRY MY WORK OUT VIDEO AGAIN.  I WENT 15 MINUTES INSTEAD OF 8 LIKE YESTERDAY. I DID GET ANOTHER CRAMP BUT I KEPT ON GOING.

NEVER IN MY LIFE HAVE I HAD A CHARLIE HORSE IN MY ARM! IS THAT POSSIBLE?  I SEARCHED HIGH AND LOW FOR AN EXERCISE TAPE.  WELL I FOUND ONE.  I LASTED EIGHT MINUTES. I MODIFIED THE THINGS I COULDN’T KEEP UP WITH BUT BAM! A CRAMP IN MY ARM.  WELL THIS WILL BE ANOTHER COMMITTMENT FROM ME IN ADDITION TO A 2 MILE WALK EVERYDAY.  I EVEN BROKE A SWEAT.  rn

Today was a good day. It rained all morning and I had to go to work later than usual so I couldn’t walk after work.  I did try the cardio on on demand  (cable replay)but it was too advanced.  I tried to find beginners but I couldn’t.  I only lasted 3 minutes.  I think I could have pushed further.  I have a walking tape but it’s nowhere to be found.  I really did look for it.  I haven’t eaten dinner.  I told myself if I didn’t work out i couldn’t eat.  So i guess now i’ll try to eat.  I didn’t get off work until 9:15. Is this good enough or should I have tried to go further.  I want the best results I can get.  All you buddies out there  be honest.  brutally honest. Oh,  I’m having coney dogs for dinner w/o bread of course. ok, i feel so guilty i’m going to try it again.  Thanks to Jhonica.  She’s the best at work outs and she’s my inspiration right now.